umm...that's just it

I really couldn't be bothered to give a boring and totally unrelated but somewhat related title to my dream blog post of today so that will have to suffice.

Concerning the dream last night, it was a rather interesting one. Interesting from the fact that it involved V and me including some few other random people which I have no idea or clue as to how they managed to sneak their way into my dream.

The main part of the dream basically involved V having told me that he liked me in return. I hadn't expressed my part of the liking thing as yet but only after him having said that, then only did I admit it myself. So cliched but it's my dream and I'll dream it how I want it to be!

I can't remember where it took place at but waking from it I actually thought it really happened the night before. It took me a while to get my subconsciousness together and realise the bare facts and hard truth.

A few friends have been asking about us already and the truth is I really don't know what's going to happen or what is happening even now. I don't know if I want to make it happen or if he wants to as well. But I shall leave all this meanderings and ponderings to my actual daily or somewhat daily slash weekly blog.

Happy dreams to all who reads this!

questionables

It's been a really long time since my last dream post, I know, and relish that abandonment but I suppose it is time I continue on my subconscious journey that is my indecipherable mind.

The cast in this reported dream shall be known by letters as denoted in the alphabet system for fear that one of the named persons in my dream may stumble upon my blog and blow my cover for being a closet blogger and odd dreamer.

The first part of my dream was simply unimaginable, horrifying, traumatising and just plain wrong. Two out of the three guys in this post that I wrote about a month back appeared in this dream too. The second guy, J, talked about in the post was involved in this first part of the dream. I think I was in and out of the dream like I was sometimes interacting within the dream but other times I would be "watching" my dream. So yeah, the setting was at night, probably after a night out of partying and boozing. I saw J heading towards this fancy looking car, which looked remarkably like a red flaming Ferrarri or Lamborghini, half-pissed and drunk or maybe fully drunk even searching for his keys to his car.

Only in dreams can you have cool cars and all things shiny and glittery.

To proceed on with the dream, J opened the front door of the two-door vehicle and H was already sitting inside the car for some reason looking tipsy bordering on drunken state. He was clutching a slim beer bottle and some words were exchanged between J and H when they suddenly started making out on the driver's seat.

I could have sworn that there were two more other people in the car as well but I can't be sure as to who they were. But they don't matter so I ignored them and they dissolved in the dream.

The second totally unrelated part of the dream involved V and myself only. I can't remember as to what really happened or went on but it was not as traumatising or unbelievable as to what J and H did together. At that time, I was already drifting in and out of and between dreamless and sleepless states. I couldn't really tell which parts were dream-filled or reality-filled. It was only when the phone rang that triggered me out of my dream and threw me back into the real world.

So, to the many questions that need to be answered in my own reality, I just created a whole bunch more to add to the peripheral list that I already have and don't want.

karma on the run

Last night's dream was probably the most exciting (or second most exciting) and best recollectable dream I ever had or at least remember having. I actually can't wait to go back to sleep tonight and see if I can continue the dream and find out what happens in the end. If it ever ends.

To help you get an idea of what my dream is all about, it was an "X-Men: Evolution" themed dream/episode where I assumed the character called Spyke. And he's my least likeable character too on the show. Whatever. Let's begin the dream in question here.


I (meaning me as Spyke) was getting ready to join this race in a maze like competition akin to the Third Task as in 'Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire'. There were loads of other people as well like me already there but the unusual thing about it was that the rest of the people were black kids like me. Each and every single one of them. I'm not trying to be racist or anything here but it's just something that I noticed and found slightly odd. The two referees or judges were none other than Ororo aka Storm and Logan aka Wolverine.

Not too long after I arrived, the race took off and I immediately dashed and found myself in the lead already. I had amazing stamina and speed where the most amazing thing that I recalled from the dream was that I did a lot of running. I remembered running on and on through the maze or hedge-lined paths for what seemed forever and strangely I don't recall getting tired or exhausted at all. I could see people trailing behind me and I felt happy that I was first and had a huge lead.

Suddenly I came upon Rogue climbing over some hedges ahead of me. And it wasn't regular Rogue. She was incredibly 'chibi' like in appearance but not so 'South Park' like as in the image but more like tiny-anime-chibi likeness. She was like a plushy toy except that she could move, talk, and run like a normal person. So, chibi-Rogue was climbing over the hedges and was just frantic like rabidly trying to run away from somewhere or someone. I tried calling her to no avail so I chased her through rows of thorny hedges until I finally caught up because she was so small. When I grabbed her, I could hold her body in my own hand like a tiny doll when she suddenly fainted in my hand. I didn't know what to do so of all things to do, I just decided to continue the race.I still held Rogue in my hand though.

When I returned to the race path, I was still way ahead of everyone else even though I took a fairly long detour when I chased Rogue. I continued on the race with the unconscious chibi-Rogue grasped neatly and softly in my hand. After running for a while more, and turning right I came upon this gorge in the middle of the path where there was this hole in the wall on my right. The hole looked like something or someone big destroyed it and left this disaster area right in the middle of the pathway. I very narrowly escaped from falling into the gorge. I just then proceeded to track carefully over it by clinging to the edge and getting across safely.

Still I ran and ran without stopping for a breather even until I came to this big fork in the path. The left one lead to a bridge where the bridge lead to another maze like path with hedges all around. The right one lead to a dodgy looking path into some building that looked like a mad scientist's secret laboratory place. Then suddenly, the building actually flashed for a moment revealing a concealed building behind it like a hologram image which then flicked back on again.

I don't know why but I actually decided to take the right path instead of investigating it or even think about trying to get Rogue some help. And I still held her in my hand as I ran ahead to the next path.

Where upon I then woke up. And I swear that for a minute or two I could still feel Rogue in my own hand. It took a while for me to wake myself up mentally and recover from that dream and not feel like I was a mutant. Oh yeah, I also didn't even use any of my own mutant powers during the whole time I was there. The running without exhaustion was not Spyke's powers but something else entirely.

I'm still trying to decipher what the dream meant to me but I seem to be doing a lot of running in my dreams recently. There were a few dreams on several separate nights ago where I recalled running too. I really wonder why I was running and where to or where from.