too real

Suddenly dreaming became all too real an experience for me to handle. It came in the form of last night's dream which I'm too convinced to believe that it is a sign or omen but I don't want it to be true.

It was about our house almost getting broken into where the robber attacked my mother while she was getting inside the car as we were pulling out from inside our house. I was still inside the car as he sprang from nowhere and wanted to get inside the car first but it was locked. So he being frustrated pushed my mother down and began pounding on the front door of the house to let him in seeing as his plans probably went awry so needed another one.

That was when I woke up.

This isn't the first time I've had dreams like this. But it felt so much real this time. I stayed awake for some time before I managed to fall back asleep in the middle of the night trying to convince myself that it was just a dream. But I know otherwise.

I can't explain it but I know it's just not a dream but something much more.

I just hope and pray that I'm wrong.

waking life

Even though it only lasted for but less than ten seconds, it was a very odd dream to say the least. It was like deja vu but not.

It was more like waking twice or dreaming that you were dreaming. I knew that I woke up from the dream that I had when I was dreaming that I had it by checking what time it was. Then when I actually totally woke up I realised that it was just a dream that I had when I just dreamt it up.

Does this make any sense?

Not to me at least.